3rd, November 2024
Today I've run 1.9km in 9 minutes. The difference between running today and the other day which is today I broke my record. The reason why I run is always because I enjoy running, and I pretty much enjoy the feeling of running. I felt my heartbeat; I heard my breath. I love those feelings, it's pretty cool for me.
A while ago, I've read something from the book which was ' Self-love is the foundation of all love.' And yeah, I agree with that. At some point in our life, we all need to find something to do by ourselves.
For me, it's always like the same distance, the street is always the same, and I already know how many bars or restaurants I'm gonna pass, or which area's always the busiest.
Sometimes is cool to run by myself, sometimes seemed very challenging for me tbh. But if I stop, or I tell myself to give up, which means deep inside of myself I've already admitted that I lost. And tbh I don't want that feeling, and I don't like that feeling.
Tbh I'm very happy that I've broken my record. It was unexpected haha. As a child, I always wanted to share my happiness when I succeeded. In terms of I got a good grade on my English exam, or I helped a homeless person on the street by giving him 1 euro. However, I'm not that kind of person who likes to share my happiness anymore since I grew up. Tbh I don't know why is like that haha. But honestly I think it's cool to cheer for my happiness and success by myself.
The more time I've spent alone, the better I've realized that I'm slightly becoming the person who likes to keep things myself.
Love ya, enjoy yourself, stay positive🤍
Cheers
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